TWO (too) FULL DAY

Friday, i took leave bcoz Zuzu got diarhhea and both of us didnt sleep well last night. i think she feel sick like how we feel perut memulas when we got diarrhea, so that probably disturbing her sleep. her face turn red everytime she meneran. so pity her...so early2 morning me and Amet took her to Putra Medical Centre for treatment. The doctor gave few medicines and a lactose-free milk to try.
It was near to 12 when we came out from the clinic. after a short discussion we decided to go to Tesco Extra at Selayang. Unfortunately we didnt bring Zuzu's stroller and the mall doesnt have the troley with baby carier. so we had to carry her with our tough hands. After having luch at the food court we started our mission - shopping!!! Amet got a DVD player he's been dreaming for years, and of course an oven for me! Yeahh...

Since Zuzu had fall asleep (lenguh giler kener pegang budak gemok nih tido), we decided to go home. Sampai umah dah agak petang and lepak2 tengok TV. sekali aku masuk bilik, kipas la pulak rosak...langsung takmau pusing. So that night we went to Tesco Mutiara Damansara - get ourselves 2 fans (one for kak ngah) and 2 pairs pyjamas for Zuzu. We spent our time to look around, comparing prices until it was 1 a.m. when we heard announcement that the mall is closing off. Then only we rushed to the cashier and go home.

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Saturday, morning2 pukul 5.30 aku dah bangun, pi ambik kak ngah kat stesen bas Duta. Then balik umah sembang2 ngan dia until bout 8.30. Then Zuzu pun bangun (she got diarhhea so cant sleep well asyik terbangun ja). I asked kak ngah to siap2 bcoz we are going to find her a house/room to rent. She got a job at Eduland Puchong branch so she’s moving somewhere near to her workplace.

We’ve made appointment with one girl which was introduced by my fren. She promised not to ask any deposit so that kak ngah just need to pay the house rental which is just RM120 per month. I was so happy to hear that and hope that kakngah will stay with with them. Unfortunately, when the house’s door is opened, my sweet smile turned to be so sour as my eyes catched the macam-kucing-beranak-living hall. With all the baju-baju bergantungan at the windows, the empty cement-floor without mats or tikar getah, and the very berkulat kitchen, aku cepat2 kenyit mata to kak ngah – ask her to leave, and of course not to coming back. Apa daa rumah anak dara mcm ni...

Then we went round n round at the whole Bnadar Puteri housing area. And finally kak ngah found an attractive ads at Se7enEleven and she called and we went to see the house. OK. This one is so neat and tidy and clean. Well, they do not have many furnitures, but everything’s on the right place and arrangements was sejuk mata memandang. So, with the power of a big sister, I approved the house for her to rent. Hahaha...

Then we went for a quick lunch at Restoran Jaring, Bandar Sunway (Amet's favourite) and continue our journey to KLCC (baca mcm LRT "Stesen seterusnya, KLCC.."). Actually we went there not for wiindow shopping (apatah lagi shopping), but to get ourself registered with Maxis Broadband. Yeahhh.... and we chose the USB thing which claim to be the fastest (and of course the pricest..cehh).

I feel so damn proud to walk out from the center (mcm la aku sorang yg ada benda nih), took the car and drove to Jln Klang Lama to survey for a motorcycle for Kak Ngah. After tengok sana tengok sini, we didnt buy any one (of course la..ingat beli moto mcm beli karipap ka. actually there's another long story of kak ngah and the motorcycle tp malas ah nak cerita buat pening kepala jeh).

So went back home and take a loooong rest bcoz tomorrow we have to help kak ngah angkut all her barang-barang to Puchong. Duhhhh...(actually tak la rest sgt sbb sebok men"try" Maxis broadband nih, which rupa2nya hanya indah khabar dr rupa. Ciiittt..)

10 achievements sejak bekerja

1. Dah 8 tempat aku keja sejak grad (2003 - 2007) hahaha
2. Dapat mencapai increament yg diidam-idamkan (kalau ada lebih lg baik)
3. Dapat la tolong family sikit2 (tp kdg2 termiss jugak)
4. Dapat la sebijik keta Myvi
5. Dapat la beli few baju + seluaq + kasut (walaupun beli masa lelong longgok2)
6. Dapat la beli perabot2 kat umah (semua hakmilik terpelihara Yue™)
7. Dah agak pandai jalan-jalan shortcut di KL/Selangor (even sometime lebih pandai dr Amet hahaha)
8. My English is improved – skrg cuma nk perkayakan vocabs dgn bombastic words..
9. Sgt berdedikasi pada kerja – tidak simply2 ambik MC or EL. Pi keja on time, sanggup x mandi kalau bgun lambat..
10. Time management – keja, family n baby...

10 goals for 2008

1. Tambah duit (saving), tambah anak2...
2. Beli umah sendiri
3. Bukak bisness sendiri – nak berenti keja
4. Cari peluang bisness lebih besar utk mak ayah
5. Mesti ada laptop + broadband for business purpose (by January 2008)
6. Tambah wardrobe (almari dan contentnya sekali) - kalau nk berjaya, mesti bergaya!
7. Nak pi melancong (at least 2 kali setahun)
8. Nak start Yoga balik (klu ada masa nak jugak pi swimming)
9. Nak adakan satu hobi/game yg menyihatkan (choose from main layang2 or bowling)
10. Last but not least, nak betul2 cukupkan solat setiap waktu. Selalu sgt terlepas subuh daaa...(Sob sob sob, insaflah wahai manusia..)

HOUSE

Yesterday jalan2 carik umah untuk dibeli. Tp mcm semer mahal2 giler. So taktau nk beli ke tak. Mmg le bleh buat loan, tp nk bayaq bulan2 tu perit jugak le. Ada la jumpa satu condo yg agak2 affordable. Tp not 100% satisfied sbb just nice je keluasan dia. And the area/environment aku mmg tak minat skt.

Kalau bleh taknak la umah yg buruk sgt, kecik sgt, crowded sgt. Ya lah aku dh pi keja penat2 carik duit, balik nk la rehat nyaman2, tenang2, takmau la pening2 kepala maki hamun org lagi.

Kalau bleh ciri2 rumah pilihan adalah seperti berikut :
1. Murah
2. Area/kawasan yg tidak terlalu hutan. Mesti dkt dgn town + entertainment sbb laki aku selalu blk keja lambat so aku nk g jalan2 dgn Zuzu (Mutiara Damansara is the best)
3. If apartment/condo – mesti luas + ada balkoni + tempat utk sidai kain yg kena matahari + dan tak sesak dgn Indon/Bangla.
4. If terrace (single or double storey tak kisah) – kecik skt pun xpa tp jgn kecik sgt + surrounding yg aman + tiada budak2 lelaki bujang dgn motornya si sebelah umah aku + ada tanah/perkarangan utk letak penyidai kain.
5. Tak nak yg jauh dr ofis sbb aku nk bermanja2 dgn Zuzu – nk blk keja dan sampai umah cepat2, xleh tahan rindu kt dia, tiap hari sayang….

So, mcm susah je kan nk dapat rumah yg memenuhi ciri2 idaman aku nih. Hmm..maybe I should try masuk apa2 pertandingan yg kasik hadiah sebuah rumah… Oh, mestikah aku masuk AF? Akakakakak

LOST

Lately, aku rasa mcm ada sesuatu yg dah hilang. Entah apa. Kawan? Mungkin. Aku tak banyak jumpa kawan2 baik aku lately nih. Ada la jugak jumpa Pah last week. Tp perbualan agak terbatas sbb ada Amet dan Kakngah. Aida pun ada mai umah last month, tp takleh la nk berborak sakan sbb ada Pijan, Amet, dan adik Aida. Arina pun ada call gak last week, tp sembang gitu2 ja lah sbb dlm phone cam tak puas nk cerita mcm2. And lagipun dia tgh sarat tunggu hari je nak terberanak so takmau peningkan kepala dia dgn mcm2 kisah aku yg tunggang terbalik nih.

Sepatutnya aku ada lagi satu kawan baik, kawan rapat yg sepatutnya setiap hari dan setiap masa boleh mendengar luahan hati aku. Tapi aku rasa sekarang dia macam dah tak ada. Aku jumpa dia setiap hari. Tapi aku takleh nak cerita kat dia. Aku sedih.
Entah kenapa n mengapa tp aku rasa kami dah mmg tak rapat mcm dulu lg. Pelik. Dulu bleh telefon dan bergayut berjam-jam. Tp skrg, ada kat depan mata tp tak leh nk sembang2 mcm dulu lg. How I miss those old time…keluar lepak2, sembang kat tepi tasik, kedai mamak, mcm banyak gila cerita nak diceritakan , macam tak habis2. But nowadays, ada masalah besaq kepala lori pun aku sanggup simpan ja sorang2. Kdg2 dh bukak mulut tp tak jadik plak nk cerita. Entah, maybe sbb setiap kali aku cerita masalah aku, last2 aku jugak yg akan dipersalahkan – tak kira masalah kerja atau lain2, mesti aku jugak yg salah. And dia teramatlah sgt sibuk wif work n bisness n stuff, so just has a little time to see each other. I don’t know wat is going on, and where we will go…

I am just not happy with this situation. Please frenz, come and cuddle me….i really need a long, warm hug now…

MOVIES

I am so wanted to see The Golden Compass movie coz I m a big fan on Nicole Kidman. I actually had put efforts to book the tickets – first was on Tuesday, but then cancelled because Zuzu was not well (I planned to ask my sister to babysit for a while but Zuzu was merengek-rengek so I just x sampai hati to leave her). Then I booked again yesterday, but again, it was cancelled. How I wish that Zuzu is a big girl so that we can go watching movies together-gether.
Anyway, just nak luahkan perasaan kat sini. That’s it. I know that it will never come true....tunggulah 5-6 tahun lagi cerita nih tayang kat tv masa X’mas :(