Since last week I feel really really exhausted from work (and from the bloody story of our haunted house). I reached home at 6.00 P.M, took a shower and go straight to bed, no reading (sometime read a little latest gossip) , no TV (that crazy vampire sucks our Astro supply). Amet usually call me around 9.00 P.M and by that time I usually had sail away to the dreamland. Even when he called me last night i said that i was in a shop, buying drinks, but in fact i was on my comfy matress, (wet) dreaming (of him). Muahahahaha....

Lately i dont have a heart to join the housemates discussion as i have had enough pressure to make me more than depressed. That is why i dont dare to lepak2 depan TV (better say kat ruang tamu since we have only static Tv with no pictures of actress moving & dancing on the screen right now). Everytime we met (terserempak kat tangga, toilet, dapur etc), only ONE thing/issue raised - "The problemS with that crazy vampire" - may that be house rental,utilities bill,safety,evrything you name it. So, i'd rather play dumb in my room.

Well, i dont want to mess up my blog with HERstory (now can call it HISTORY). Everything's done, and she's leaving.

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Last few days, an old fren call me - and as expected, her first question "Yue, aku dengaq hang bertunang ek? Amboi tak habaq pun kat aku no. Bila hang nak kawen ni?"

So, when i reply "Bulan 7 kot..." she screamed full of suprise. Yaaaa...??? Whatt??? Do you think i will be engaged forever???

Then, after that she start asking me about the theme colour la,hantaran,kenduri,rumah sewa lepas kawen, and so-so-wedding things which i dont really fancy to tell people at the moment, as i (and my fiance) do not really disscuss deeply about it though. As i told before, and i want to tell again, until now we do not even have a specific date to go for the Kursus Perkahwinan yet.

Speaking of the wedding and stuff, that friend asked me how do I feel of all this fuss. Am I nervous? Scary? Excited? So I told her that I’m feeling...urmm..errr..can i say I feel nothing??? Yes, so far i dont feel neither nervous nor scary. Maybe A VERY LITTLE excited.

And she just cant believe it. She just feel weird that I, who only enjoy Cub Prix, Motorcross, F1, F3 and even illegal motor racing finally gonna get hitched ( O c'mon...dont u know that Amet really enjoy all these stuffs as well? We just went to watch it last Sunday, kan sayang?)

Then after that she continuously asking me about this and that, about my preparation (i hate this when people always refer "the preparation" to that stupid "first night thing") Hey, I warn you that this is not my first night!!!! We have tried all the sex post-69, 96, doggy, piggy,whateversexname, etc.etc...Muahahahaha....(Agaknya aku cakap macam ni baru org tak akan tanya dah apa2 dekat aku!)

I tell you what, if you (the readers) hear what we were discussing that day, you'll probably think that she is the one getting hitched. She talked about what SHE WANTS for her wedding (judging from her low-maturity, i can say it will only happen in the next 7-8 years...).

And then keep giving stupid idiot suggestions (buat garden wedding la,pakai wedding gown Guess la,stupid isnt it?) that only gonna burn a hole in my (and amet's) wallet.

Does she think I'm marrying Bill Gates?

Oouuuhhhhh....(make Mr.Bean's tired face). Why is this life is full of crazy people? Is that only me who are sane in this wold? Hueh hueh hueh......

Saturday, 25th March

I went to the interview (again). This time accompanied by Pah (3 kali aku pi, 3 orang dah temankan aku).And this time, the interview was...so tough. Some more the interviewer is not local, so he speaks alien English. Makes the situation more troublesome.

And I dont know how to answer the questions - the toughest part was when they were asking me about the government things - you know that kind of "Who is our Minister of bla bla bla..?" and "How many ministry we have in Malaysia?". Oouuhhh..please never ask me those (nonsense) question. I dont have an answer even if you asked me "Who is our Prime Minister?". Muahahahaha...

But the result is very successful.I am about to be selected, but I am the one who refused. Haaa??? Yesss...this is what happened :

Interviewer : So you are graduated from Bioinformatics course? From UM haa..?
Yue : Yess...
Interviewer : Can you please explain what do you learn in Bioinformatics? Or what is Bioinformatics?
Yue :Ouuhh??? (Dalam kepala : Apa aku nak jawab nih??) well...actually Bioinformatics is the combination of Biology and Information Technology..
Interviewer : Is that all? What do you learn in Bioinformatics?
Yue : (Hmm.I dont know.I failed all the subjects) Uhmm, we learned how to use the softwares..
Interviewer : What type of softwares?
Yue :(Shit!!! i cant remember what software i've learned! Dont pretend. Just say that you dont know!)Ouhhh..err..sorry i can't remember..eheheh (nervous giggle)
Interviewer : Huh??? So you only learned and study to pass the exam? And after that you think you can forget everything?
Yue : (No! I dont even pass the exams...Hahahaha) - Nervous smile -
Interviewer : Ok, can you please give me the definition of DNA?
Yue : (Ohh Shit! Come on lady luck.Please help me. I cant even remember what is DNA stands for?) Err..umm..Double Nucleic Acid?
Interviewer : Double Whattt???? Ohhh...you cant remember huh? Ok how about RNA?
Yue : (Aiyoo....kenape la kepala aku hari ni semua tak ingat?) Ribosome Nucleic acid?
Interviewer : Oh ya??? And can you please tell me which dictionary give you the terminology? Actually where are you working now? I mean in what field?
Yue : (Haa..yang ni baru aku boleh jawab) Well, eventhough i graduated from Bioinformatics, I never worked in any related field. Since graduated, i start working in a Pharmaceutical company, as an R&D Officer.And until now, I'm still working in the same field, as R&D exec.
Interviewer : So what do you do?
Yue : I do research for potentially medicinal plants, or the chemicals derived from it,and developing new products especially the health supplements. I also do regulatory job such as liasing with (slow motion) government bodies, ie to register new chemical entity,as well as to get the Halal approval from Jakim, and liasing with customs when to import/export any ingredients..bla bla bla.
Interviewer : I see..that is why you cant remember anything about Bioinformatics isnt it?
Yue : Yess...I already left Bioinformatics and all those terms for quite some time.I mean since I graduated. It has been more than 3 years...
Interviewer : Ok, actually I can say that you are about to be selected.well, frankly speaking, its hard to find graduates from bioinformatics. As i know, in Malaysia it is very little, and i want to find a bioinfo graduates, plus with working experiences.i wont mind you worked in which field, but i really need someone with working experience only.You know why, at least if you have worked before, you know how to handle problems,you've experience in liasing with many people, especially like you, you are liasing with a lot of government bodies.That's what we need.
Yue : But now, i'm totally out of Bioinfo. i alrady cant remember anything about it.
Interviewer : It's ok.You can go back and do revision.I'm sure you'll get back to remember the terms in a very shortwhile isnt it?
Yue : I dont know.
Interviewer : Nevermind.I'll give you about 2 weeks to revise.ok?
Yue : I can try...(But i dont think i will give a damn to open those books again)
Interviewer : Ok, so i'm gonna put you in my unit - DNA Sequencing & Database.
Yue : (Unit whaattt???)Can I asked a question? Do you have another position to offer?
Interviewer : Nope. So far, I really need and officer in this unit-urgently. Ok so that's all. I will call you and send you an appointment letter soon. Thank you.
Yue : Thank you sir (Thanks, but NO thanks)

So I went back, set a signal in my mind :
"Say No to DNA Sequencing - It will drive you crazy".

Rather than being crazy working with DNA, I'd rather continue working in this (beloved) company. Its not that bad,though. Some more, I will have MY LOVE here, very near to me,so that i can manja2 (cium his ketiak busuk whenever i feel not in the mood). And i will my frenz,and all the joyful places that i can enjoy every weekends (bleh tengok rempit,willy, wekang, wekap etc.etc.) Hahahaha...KL memang best!!!

So, the tour to Melaka ends here. It is now a history - just like Melaka : Bandaraya Bersejarah.

P/S : Kalau ada sesapa ex-coursemate, or senior/junior (Bioinformatics) yang berminat dengan kerjaya ni, bleh email / contact / leave msg kat chatbox tue. Aku akan tolong korang dapatkan post yg aku tak minat nih. Dia mmg tengah cari2 bebudak yg berguna macam kita nih.

WAHAHAHAHA

Ok, i went to the "PERJUMPAAN BERSAMA KETUA MENTERI MELAKA" (as per written in the letter which only i found out from the post box yesterday) and the interview was successful. i mean, it's not really success as meaning i already got a job offered. but success as i am invited to come for the 3rd interview (pulak!). Adoiii...berapa banyak interview daa...penat la weh dok ulang alik pi Melaka.Sebulan nih dah nak masuk 4 kali aku pi Melaka.habis duit simpanan kawen aku.

The interview was a great experience for me, and i am honoured to have a chance to meet with the Chief Minister of Melaka. What i can say is, he is a very brilliant man, and a-know-everything-leader, and not just came to hear what we are gonna say, but he was there, discussing with us,on everythings - even on the technical side. And he is full of visions and plannings which he is very eager to start immediately. And beside his seriousness to achieve the goals, he still got the sense of humour, which make us stay awake until 2.00 a.m. yesterday. (Some frenz asked me :Eh Yue, kenape u punyer interview ni waktu malam? betul ke u pegi interview kat I******* B*********** M*****? u ni mcm nak pegi interview untuk jadi agen perisik FBI je?)

Well, i am not sure what will be in the next interview. But I really-really-really hope that the purpose they call me this time is just to discuss on the wages, and to give me an offer letter to sign on the same day, so that i can come back to PJ and proceed to submit the resignation letter on the next day, and pack my things and move away (amboi...panjangnya angan2...). I want to be recruited (by them) as soon as possible, eventhough i am still 50-50 in making decision to leave my love in KL...Huhuhu....

LANTAKLAA...

Whatever people wanna say? Say la.....Say whatever you want. I got a chance for the Second Interview.And I am going. And I am preparing for it.Just a week left. I will finalized and give a final touch up this whole week on the proposal and presentation slides. I want to be fully-prepared, as I am the chosen ones. They have chose 20 people out of 45. And for the next interview i want to be the next chosen one, again.

And this Second Interview is not just an interview...I will need to prepare my full strength & credibility & capability to present my own project paper in front of the :
Chief Minister of Melaka : Y.A.B. Dato' Seri Mohd. Ali b. Mohd. Rustam.

I am now deaf enuff to hear what other people are saying to me.

INTERVIEW

Yesterday, she received a call.A call that she has been longing for so long.She was invited for an interview.The interview will be on this Saturday,which is tomorrow.She was so excited.She call her parents, her friends,ask them to accompany her to Melaka for the interview.But alas, she just do not realize, who she is...

Hoi, kau tu bodoh la.Mana boleh pegi interview tempat macam tu.Macamana kau bleh tak sedar yang kau nih bodoh gila?Kau mmg bodoh!

Hoi, kau tak sedar ke kau punya memory sekarang dah makin corrupt?Kau tak perasan ke ingatan kau sekejap ingat sekejap lupa?

Hoi, kau sedar tak yang kau tu dah tak terurus sekarang? Tarikh dan bulan pun selalu tak ingat.
Hoi, untuk jawatan yang kau mintak ni, diorang cuma nak orang comel lotei, bergaya.Bukan hodoh selekeh macam kau.Muka penuh jerawat, ada hati nak pegi interview.

Hoi,cuba kau cakap berapa pointer result kau masa kau grad? Kau ingat kau pandai sangat? Result paras2 hidung.Tinggal tak kena buang u je.

Hoi, kau grad course apa? Kau ingat kau ambik course Perubatan? Kau ingat kau bijak sangat la dengan dapat masuk universiti tu? Kalau setakat dapat course cokia, sapa pun boleh...

Lagipun, buat apa yang kau nak eksaited sangat pergi cerita habis dekat semua orang kau dapat interview tu? Dengar nama tempat tu memang best la.Tapi cuba fikir jawatan apa yang kau dapat? Kau ingat diorang nak interview kau untuk jadik lecturer ke? Jangan Perasan la woi.Dengan result kau yang bangang tu, dengan course kau yang ntahaphapa tu, kau jangan nak berangan tinggi2 la.Tempat kau, cuma di kilang-kilang.Jadik kuli sampai mamposss....

Mungkin kau ni kepingin sangat la kot nak keja government ek? Tak kisah la post apa pun.Janji government.Isk isk kesiannya... Maklumlah family kau kan susah.Mana ada sedara mara kau keja government kan?So bila kau dah keja government bleh la kau buat loan, bagi duit mak bapak kau buat umah besar, ganti rumah kau yang dah buruk hampir roboh tu. Kesiannya....Kau memang miskin kan?

Orang lain pun nak jugak keja government.Tapi orang lain still boleh memilih post apa yang diorang nak.At least orang apply post lecturer ke.Tengok la kawan-kawan kau yg bijak pandai tu,dapat keja lecturer ooo....Tak pandang sebelah mata pun la post yg kau dapat ni.

Sekarang ni, kalau kau nak pergi jugak, pergi la.Tapi jangan harap kau akan dapat keja kat situ.Situ cuma tempat untuk orang yg bijak pandai sahaja, termasuk untuk post yang paling lekeh macam kau dapat tu.Diorang cuma nak pakai orang2 bijak, bukan bodoh macam kau.

Tapi, aku nasihatkan, lebih baik kau potong je hati kau yang penuh keinginan nak pergi interview tu, dan tanam dalam tanah dalam-dalam.Lagi baik kalau dengan kau sekali masuk dalam tu.