Well ada beberapa perkara yg buat aku still tak puas hati hingga ke hari ini :
1. Kenape duit bonus aku sikit? OK,eventhough depa nak kira prorated,aku pun tau kira maa....Aku memang keja tak sampai setahun,tapi aku dah keja selama 11 bulan! Hey come on...aku masuk keja sini 27hb Januari 2005.Cuba masing2 bok keluaq jari,cuba kira?Berapa murid2.....? (Ohh...adakah aku terlalu kepingin utk menjadi seorang guru? Kuang kuang kuang......Pecah rahsia!)

2.Kenape duit bonus aku cuma ada bonus yg fix tu je?Kenape takde bonus yang lagi satu tu (apa ntah org panggil).Alaa..bonus yg ikut keuntungan syarikat tu.Apa? Syarikat aku takdak untun ka selama ni?Aku dengaq citer makcik2 kat sini,tahun2 lepas (depa ni kebanyakan dah keja 20 tahun lebih ooo...) ada bonus yg lagi satu tu.Dan selalunya bonus tu la yg banyak.Pasai apa masa aku mai,takdak pulak?

3. Kenape duit bonus aku sikit (lagi)? Aku nak guna duit bonus itu utk simpan kenduri kawen aku nanti.Macam ni taktaula bila nak cukup duit kawen walaupun mmg aku taktau bila aku nak kenduri kawen.Dahla pakwe aku tu...err..umm..err...Isk...Miskin dan kaya sama sahaja...Hulurkan tangan berjabat mesra (Hehe...Nyanyi je la lagu raya.Kalau cakap terus terang kang kena pelangkung plak! )

4.Kenape increment aku ciput jugak? Aku keja mcm nak mamposs..(Tp selalu gak ada masa nak menginternetkan diri). Woi aku nak gaji besaaaaaqqqqq!!!!!! Aku ketidakcukupan uwang....!!!!

Aku tension dan masih tension! Huuuaaqqqq....ptuih.Hahahaha ngong ngong ngong...aku dah bengong. Aku nak tukaq keja lagi.Yey yey......

Tapi kan, bila aku tengok muka budak ni, hati aku jadi tenang,dada pun jadi lapang. Comei kan dia ni?

Huahh...penat lelahnya membuat kerja.Rasa macam malas gila hari ini (hari lain pun malas jugak).Oleh itu mari mencuri tulang menulis blog.Takde la cite best nak cite.Gossip pun tak berapa panas la ni.Cumanya ada le beberapa perkara yg dok bermain-main badminton dalam kepala aku dua tiga hari ini.
1. Aku nak cari novel yang ditulis oleh seorang penulis yg dulunya EX-Prostitute,and now already become the most famous best selling author.Nama penulis aku dah lupa,nama buku aku dah tak ingat.Aku terbaca dalam The Sun beberapa minngu yg lepas,aku rasa very the very interested sgt, tp bila aku surf website The Sun tak dapat cari pun.
2. Aku rasa nak pi Petaling Street tapi aku malas.Aku terpaksa pergi ke sana untuk menukar jam tangan yang aku beli itu sudah rosak semasa hari aku membelinya,tetapi aku cuma perasan ketika aku sudah dalam perjalanan pulang.Aku geram tapi itulah nasib kalau gatai sangat nak beli kat Petaling Street.Gatai! ( Aku bukan gatai tapi aku tak mampu membeli jam mahai sebab bonus aku ciput saja)
3.Aku hairan,kenapakah kaki aku dan badan aku ini terasa sangat nak pergi berjalan2 kat shoping complex dua tiga menjak ni?Sepanjang 3 hari bercuti Xmas tu aku dah pun pergi ke Alamanda,Mines,Sogo,dan Jalan TAR.Tapi itu sebab aku membawa mak aku.Tapi kelmarin,bila mak aku dah balik kg,aku pergi jugak ke One Utama.Dan semalam aku pergi lagi ke Mid Valley.Oh kemanakah aku akan pergi malam ini?Kenapakah aku jadi begini?
4.Aku dan best frenz ever after aku akan mengadakan Girls Party masa New Year ni.Huahahahha....Tapi party ni memang special dan bukan sebarang party.Memang luar biasa tapi biasa2kanlah diri anda.
TENTATIVE PROGRAM :
Pagi : Beli barang utk masak
Tgh hari : Perap ayam n stat masak.
Petang : Siap masak
Malam : Solat Maghrib berjemaah
Bacaan Yaasin (Utk yg telah meninggal,dan untuk kesejahteraan hidup kami yg masih ada)
Solat Isyak berjemaah
Solat Hajat (supaya diberikan kejayaan hidup dunia & akhirat, supaya jadi kaya, supaya dapat jodoh yang baik2 dan anak2 soleh/ah)
Lewat malam : BBQ & Makan-makan
Hampir Subuh : Qiamullail
Subuh : Solat Subuh berjemaah
Hmmm...ada sapa2 yg tak puas hati dengan cara kami sambut tahun baru? Aku rasa memang ada.
P/S : Wei geng budak sekolah agama alawiyah arau (Amet, Boyot, Meon, Mat Syam, Bang Chik) hangpa heret awek pi sambut tahun baru kat mana? Pi Hatyaai ka? Isk2...bertobatlah wei...kata semua nak kawen tahun depan, perangai still macam ****n.
Huang huang huang......Aku bangga!

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

I just dont know what should i do with this fren of mine. She just keep crying all day n all nite. it has been 3 days since she got the heart breaking news. she cant sleep at nite,s o do i. i've been spending the night's air with her almost every day since that happened. i've say all those kinda kind words,pujuk rayu and try all my best to comfort her. she looks ok when i'm talking.but alas,after i just finished my last word,she'll start bursting out tears again.and sometime that just make me joined her - i also cry. why? because i understand. i really do. i can feel whatever she feels because aku pun dah pernah rasa apa yg dia lalui.bukan takat sekali,malah dah berkali-kali. so i just advised her whatever i did to recover myself before (and even now). my wedding has been postponed for thousand times. and now i just ignore it and i have no idea when it will be. i also asked her to just ignore it. but of course,yes,it is damn difficult. what i can say is just - "Sabarlah sayang....Pasti ada hikmah di sebalik semua.Kita tak tahu,cuma Dia Yang Maha Mengetahui segala apa yg Dia aturkan untuk hidup kita. Sabar ye...". Aku harap dia akan berhenti menangis.

A STORY OF MY GIRL FRIEND
Well, anything can happen in this world right? Well,you know,sometime you just feel that you are the luckiest,the happiest,the every-happy-thing-is yourest feeling.And you keep feeling this feelings for few weeks,and months.You feel like everyone is wishing you the good wishes every day and avery time.You feel like your legs are no more on the ground.You are happy! You are VERY HAPPY!!! Hey ya...
But then,IF suddenly you just heard a news that really broke your heart.That really make you feel very down.That just say that what you are imagine,planning all this while is going to be - NONE.Or ya...just let say.. maybe canceled,or better to say, postponed or what so ever things like that - That just make you want to cry over the river.It is really damn hurts.Ouh....
And this is what is happening to girl friend of mine...

OCT 2005
She : Yue, i'm getting married next year.Bulan June.Engage bulan Mac 06.Yue mesti datang tolong i ek.
Me : Oh ye ke?Eh tahniaaahhh...Eh i mesti dtg tolong.You are my fren anyway.You nak i buat apa cakap je.
She : Ok nanti kita pi jalan2 beli barang sama2 ek.Eh i taktau la kat mana yg lebih murah? Jalan TAR ke? Ataupun nak pegi Nilai 3?Eh tapi hari tu kan ada member i kata kat Klang pun ok jugak tau.Tapi kan Yue...Bla bla bla bla bla.....
And she keep talking and planning.And i can see from her face that she is very very happy to go for her Big Day!

NOV 2005
She :Abg,kita jadi kan tunang bulan Mac ni?Ayg nak siap2 barang.Ayg dah cakap mak ayah.Diorang ok je.
BF : Eh, lambat sgt la sayang tunang bulan Mac.Kalau masa tu kita cuma tinggai tak sampai 3 bulan lagi nak siap2 untuk wedding.Lebih kurang 10 minggu ja.Tak sempat nanti.Jom la kita tunang awal sikit.Bulan Jan ke? Kalau tak pun Feb? Jgn la lambat2 sangat.Nanti baru tak kelam kabut.
She : Ala ok la tu bulan Mac,mak ayg x bg tunang lama2.Takut nanti tak jadi ka apa.Malu ooo...Ok la abg tunang dah dekat2 nak wedding,buleh guna brg2 tu balik......Bla bla bla bla
BF : Ayg, cuba jgn lawan cakap abg.Abg kata nak tunang cepat,nak cepat la...Abg bla bla bla bla....bla bla bla...
And they also keep talking and planning.And i can see from their face that they are both very happy.

DEC 2005
11 Dec 05
She went for jungle trekking.She SMS her BF which is that time balik kampung.She showed me the SMS and i still remember :
She : Abg, sekarang ayg sedang berada 1000 kaki di atas paras air.Jungle trekking ni memang best!
BF : Ya.Ya sayang,Mak ayah tanya bila nak merisik,tunang,bla bla bla.Abang dah jd tak keruan ni.Cepat Habaq!
She : Alaa...relax a dulu abg.Habaq kat mak ayah abg bakal menantu depa ni tengah dok sibuk masuk marathon,panjat bukit,gunung ganang,bercamping.Dia nak buat semua2 aktiviti sebelum menghabiskan zaman bujang.Hahahaha....
BF : Ya la tu sayang.Panjat bukit elok2.Abg balik nanti kita discuss pasal engagement kita na.
13 Dec 05
They met and discuss again
BF : Ok,so my cousin will get married some where in MAc,masa school holidays tu.Abg rasa before that boleh la kita buat engagement kita.Ok tak? Maybe on 11 Mac?
She : Alaa..bagi la cousin abg tu kawen dulu.Kita buat after kenduri dia la.Buat lewat2 sikit.
BF : Ayg,nanti org semua dh letih penat nak menyimpan tempat kenduri.Sapa nak tolong kita buat hantaran semua?
She : Ala abg,kalau before kenduri org lagi kalut la.Nak fikir macam2.Nak siap rempah ratus la,pelamin la,baju,khemah.Macam2 la org nak fikir masa tu.Kita cuma nak engage je,tak payah la buat org kelam kabut pasal kita pulak.Kita buat lepas kenduri cousin abg tu ek?
BF : Hmm..ok lah...So maybe kita buat on 17 Mac? 4 days after dia kenduri.Ok la kan?
She : Ha a, ok lah...
BF : Ha, so kalau mcm tu baik ayg cuba survey tempat utk kursus kawen.Kena pi dah ni.Masa kita tunang nanti masa dah tinggai pendek.Abg takmau kelam kabut.BAik kita pi siap2.
She : Haa...takkan nak pi dah? Alaa..nanti bulan April ke,kita pi la cari.Ayg takmau la pi awai2.Tak meriah laa..
BF : Ayg,cuba la jgn degil cakap abg.Abg kata takmau pi bulan April.Dah jgn mengada2.Kita pi dalam bulan depan.Bulan January mesti target dah habis kursus.Ataupun at least Feb tp MESTI before tunang.Sudah sudah abg takmau pi lewat2.Ikut cakap abg.
14,15,16 Dec 2005
She was very busy surveying for the Kursus Perkahwinan.She calls all the centres, Jabatan Agama,habis semua iklan yg dia nampak dia call.She's very well prepared.She wants the best - even just for the kursus.Yaa,this is only once in your lifetime anyway,rite?
18 Dec 2005
She : Abg,kelas abg bila nak start?
(Her BF is taking part time study)
BF : Maybe 22 Jan 06.Ayg dah survey kursus?
She : Dah.Kalau mcm tu kita pegi kursus before abg stat kelas la ek.Sbb kursus tu on weekends je.Nanti every weekends abg dah takde,nak pegi kelas.Maybe on 14-15 Jan ke?
BF : Ha a ok lah.Abg pun ingat memang baik pegi before abg setat kelas.
She : Ok hari isnin ni ayg call dia, booking tempat.Tempat tu mmg selalu full.
19 Dec 05
She called the center and booked the course for both of them on 14 & 15 Jan 06.
At night, they had dinner together.
She : Ok abg,ayg dah booked kursus tu.Nanti kita pi sama2 na.
BF : Ok.Eh,tefon abg bunyi la...Kejap ek.Hello..ha mak.Ha tgh makan dgn *** ni.Nak cakap dgn dia?Ok sat na...Ayg mak nak cakap.
She : Hello makcik apa habaq...Bla bal bla Hahahaha Hehehehe
MAK : Nih makcik nak tanya dr hati ke hati ni, betoi ka,sungguh2 ka nak kawen dgn anak makcik ni?
She : Haa? Emm hehehehe sungguh la kot.Awat makcik tanya?Tak bagi ka?
MAK : Isk, dak aih...bukan lagu tu. Kalau betoi2 jadi makcik nak siap2 beli barang dah la.Beli la sikit2 dulu apa2 yg patut.Dah tak lama ni takut nanti kelam kabut.La ni dah buleh siap2 dah la kalau jadi.
She : Hehehe bla bla bla
And that night dia betoi2 happy gila ahhh.Dia rasa melayang2 sbb her future mother in law dah tanya dia,dan dah nak siap2 beli barang.Dia happy sangat2.Dia tidoq dalam senyum.Dia rasa semangat nak pi keja walaupun tak dapat bonus (banyak).Dia tak kisah semua tu asalkan dia akan dapat hidup bahagia dengan kekasih hati.
20 Dec 2005
She went out with her BF and his fren (a.k.a Boy)
Boy : Weh *** tadi kami pi survey bedroom set.Hang tau dak kat USJ tu murah gila.Cantik pulak tu.Aku mmg berkenan la yg tu.Katil dia....almari dia...bla bla bla cantik bla bla bla... sesuai utk hangpa bla bla bla...
BF : Betul la sayang,cantik sgt.Abg pun berkenan jugak Dia kata jgn risau kayu tu kuat,tahan lama walaupun murah.
She : Isk,takkan la hangpa dah pi survey bedroom set?LAmbat lagi la wei...Bulan 6 nu...ada lagi 6 bulan tau dak?
BF : Alaa kami pi survey utk cousin abg tu,so survey la skt utk kita sekali.
She : Isk,toksah fikir lagi la pasal tu lambat lagi laa...
Boy ; Wei takpa la survey awai2.Nanti boleh pi survey tempat lain pulak.
BF : Betoi la.Takpa la bukan nak beli terus.Tak salah survey awai2..bla bla bla..nanti mesin basuh...peti ais....bla bla bla...
Boy : Weh nanti bila korang dah kawen,boleh dak aku nak ajak abg hang ni keluaq lepak2 lagi? Hahaha bla bla...
And they keep talking - but the main topic is all about her engagement and wedding and the preparation before and after.And they are all happy to discuss on that as tehy laugh and laugh until midnite.
23 Dec 2005 (7.00 a.m this morning)
She : Abg, x bangun solat Subuh ka?
BF : Dah bangun dah...
She : Ada beberapaperkara ayg nak cakap dgn abg ni. First,malam ni abg tolong ambik keta ayg pi service. Second, bla bla bla.And third,semalam mak ayg call.Dia kata ok la kalau nak tunang awal,buat la masa Chinese New Year ni sbb masa tu cuti banyak hari,sambung dgn Awal Muharram lagi.Mau?
BF : Alamak ayg.Semalam baru along cakap,mak ayah abg dah postponed kenduri kita tu ke bulan August 2006.
She : Haa....??? Tp sebab apa masa ayg cakap dgn mak abg malam tu dia tak kata apa pun? Depa jahat...selalu mainkan perasaan ayg.Sedara mara ayg semua dah tau nak kenduri bulan Jun,mcmana ayg nak cakap postponed bulan Aug pulak? Malu la ayg...Sedara mara ayg adik beradik semua dah happy sangat,semua pakat dok plan macam2 dah,dah siap itu ini.Malunya ayg nak cakap ngan depa....
BF : Lantak hangla...Tak kawen lagi bagoosss....

She cry.And i dont know what shoul i do? Well, few days before she sent me this - countdown to her Wedding.But seems like aku rasa nak koyak2 jer tag ni sekarang!!! (Apsal aku pulak yg terlebih emosi nih?) Hey, Yue, control yourself ok.This is just A STORY OF MY GIRL FRIEND!


And now, seems like its going to be like this (School Holidays in August 06 is at the END of the month,so i just put the Wedding tentatively on 27 Aug 2006 - I just create this for Her...)

Waa..Singapore Marathon is the best ever la.Almaklumla International Standard...siap gambaq aku pun depa ambik.Rasa macam aku la plak yg jadik champion.Well, let see MY PICS Hehehe muka macam poyor gila aaa...Hahahaha....

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